Long time no update... That seems to be my trend lately. Life has taken over and I'm just down right busy.
I had my surgery almost 3 weeks ago and things went well i suppose. i had my follow up this past week and my biopsy results aren't in yet. Surprise surprise. I also found out a little more of what was done to me on my surgery as i guess i was confused. I had biopsy's done on numerous sites, a d&c done and she looked around my lower half with the camera. I thought she was going to blow my stomach up and go in htere and solve the mystery of my pain, but nope. I must have missed that part of the conversation or she just said it in her head thinking she told me. We did the non invasive thing first which was the awful menopause shot. Which did not stop my periods or pain, just gave me wonderful hot flashes and heavy bleeding after surgery @@.
Now we are going in for the least invasive thing, which will be going in, blowing up my stomach, running in a camera and burning what ever scar tissue is around my pain site. This will be done March 11. This better do the trick cause we will be moving 2 months later and i will have to start all my visits over and such with a new dr..... Very frustrating. She told me the next step after this will be a hysterectomy which i refuse. I just want that one ovary out. If that doesn't solve the problem then i will go from there. I have a whole year to dwell on this since that's going to be my "recovery and see" period from this next surgery @@ im praying by the time i go in for my preop, my results will be back. The reason they are taking so long is they had to be sent out somewhere else for further testing, its dajavu all over. Same thing happened 2 years ago, taking forever and still not coming back good to go.

Now on to brighter things..... We have just over 3 months on this island. I am starting to get really sad. I have 2 wonderful friends out here and i dont want to leave them. I swear, every time i meet normal people, we move. Im so worried about moving to an Army base, cause well.... Most and i do say most Army and Air Force wifes wont even give me the time of day. Its frustrating, i know what some of you are saying.. .well screw them, but when that's what you are surrounded by, its kind of hard lmao. I will be proudly flying my USMC flag =0). Gotta represent!
Ok, i got off track..... Im really going to miss this island, most of the Japanese people. I love the parks out here, just look at my pics i have, either on myspace or when i post them and you will see, they are awesome!
I love just driving out here, you see the ocean everywhere. Beautiful flowers and green trees all year long. The old buildings and slow life of Okinawa.

Now on to Avery........ I hate the school out here, the have done nothing to help him, as iv said before. He needs help, maybe some encouragement instead of just being sent away. Jimmy had to pick him up from school last week for pushing a student and jumping over furniture @@. Im getting on my soap box... be prepared...
Did the teacher or principal even ask Avery why he pushed the student BEFORE they sent him home for the day? NO. I had to sit in with Avery the next morning with the principal so he could talk to Avery. He asks him, why did you hit the girl? Avery says.. it was a boy. The principal asks him, why were you throwing furniture... At this point, id had enough. The stupid principal didnt even know what the fuck Avery had done, yet was sitting there, as the authority, someone the kids fear, and put words into Avery's mouth. He will not correct the principal, he just sat there, so i jump in. " He didn't throw furniture, he jumped over it". His response to me was " throw, jump, throw, jump, same thing. I told him, Avery also pushed the student, not hit. he yelled at me, " MA'AM, i wasnt here yesterday, i havent had a chance to read the report. And that's my problem how? Why the fuck did you want to see Avery then, if you weren't even going to read about what happened? Thank goodness i was in the office with Avery. What a fucking looser. I reminded him, you know Avery is ODD. Yes, you have made that very clear. Ok here is what is funny. They know he needs help, do they help him? The principal tells me, we are going to have a meeting with you, your husband, the counselor, myself and his teacher. i had to remind him before i walked out with my son, You know, i have been begging this school for help for 3 years and have gotten none. He tells me, well i have to look in his file to see what happened, then i reminded him of the fact that last year i came directly to him asking for help and got none, that seem to piss him off lmao. Im so glad we will have the meeting and will be getting Avery off this island soon so he can get into a school that can help him, not keep him down. My son is so damn smart, i just got his report card and his math is 3rd grade and reading is above where it should be, its just his ODD that keeps him back and the school not offering him the resources to help him. I cant wait for the meeting, its been 3 long years and im done!

My sweet Juli has turned 2. I cant believe it. Her check up was good, she is like 24 lbs and i cant remember the height. We had to send in a paper to get her evaluated for her speech since she isnt speaking 2 word sentences @@. What ever. she was a preemie and needs a few more months to catch up like she has needed every other time. I sent in the paper, but we have noticed Julis speaking so much its funny. Oh well. She has been pooping on the potty at night, at her request. Time flys by so quick!
Taylor is doing awesome in school, not much to report she is still top of her class, if she could just control her attitude we would be all set lmao

Im really excited for some new stuff im going to be adding into my store. Im waiting on the molds to get there as well as the matching fragrances. I cant wait to play. Hopefully in the next week or 2 i will have pics up!!!!

My hubby will be going on an all expense paid trip to Hawaii for 2 weeks in Feb and im so damn jealous! Hahaha, He is going for work, but damn, i have to be stuck back here with 3 kids. wtf??? I want to go.
Im thinking of something cool to do for our anniversary this year too. I want to go on a cruise to the tropics or something like that. Its not until the end of the year but im brainstorming now! Well i need to hope in the shower and get on with our journey today!